Monday, August 16, 2004 @3:42 PM
I walked pass these doors, past you todayit seems so nonchalent, like it'd never happened at all yesterday.Walked walked walked away,I admire my disbelieve that i could throw it all away,these hours at night I'm lost in thoughts,walking away was my only comfort,and knowing im going awayis my only escape.I can't believe im sad again,& in disbelieve i'm not even worth uttering a wordof truth to your family and friends...Why do i keep indulgin in this self-reproach,when all i long for is that moment of faith in knowinga way out of this,Did i make a wrong choice, why can't i stop thinking about this,is it You?is it love?Or am i just fine without all of this,man i wish i could have just kicked myself then before i landed into this.
⥠you and i both loved